February

It's the beginning of February already.  This month is not my favorite.  Too many bad thing have happened in this month over the years. And I hate Valentines day even now that I am married and Stuart always tries to do something for to make it special and help wash away all the bad memories.

This year will also be hard for the obvious reason.  I have always done something special for the kids and they each got a Valentine.  I have to admit doing special things for my kids is not easy anymore.  I always want to do something for all of them and all of them aren't here anymore.  I know life goes on but every now and then my world stops so I can think of Bryan.

I have decided to go into this month positively.  I am going to make this month a good month.  I will put a little effort into Valentines, I can promise it won't be much effort but a little will go along way.  I have some nieces graduating this year and I am working on their graduation gifts.  It is nice to get my mind off of all the junk. 

So Happy February!!